Where do you carry your heart?
I can see the paths of our intertwine,
the warmth of your palms that reached mine.
Blurred visions and painted faces,
I don't even know what i'm doing here.
Where do you carry my heart?
Atmospheric spheres,
hazing the late tears.
I sing to you with love,
but my heart is worn with fear.
Where do we carry our hearts?
Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts
Monday, June 14, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
save a prayer to the morning after
Tidying gives me air.
But i was a tad bit lazy,
so i started with -
my entire laptop.
xoxo
Thursday, April 29, 2010
secret is that
no one can be trusted.
secret it that everyone
wishes to be someone esle,
and to be with someone else.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
bored out of my wits
And so i couldn't take it,
all the bad late nights,
and late late mornings.
In fact - not exactly mornings.
I have this surge of energy within myself,
and i know i have a million things i've yet done,
yet there's a million more that i want to get done.
Why?
Monday, March 1, 2010
Erasing history.
I feel the need to close my previous xanga blog,
but whenever i look back i pause and quiver that little.
Wondering whether I'm closing the only door available to reach history.
- -
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
cold feet
We've both have been in this long enough,
enduring melodramatic squabbles,
racing heartbeats and suicidal attempts.
Silly it sounds - but true.
Wicked it is that relationships torment us,
it breaks my heart to carry on fighting,
wanting everything to be so righteous -
cos reality is abstract and cloudy.
It's so hard to say you're wrong,
it's so hard to swallow that ego.
Two hearts beating, in love, but hurt.
They say time heals all wounds.
Please heal us soon.
xoxo.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Milestone
Illustration by NanLawson
(http://www.etsy.com/shop/NanLawson)
Today marks a milestone of my life at work,
it was as if time was playing nasty tricks on me.
I've been hard at work since April and
the year has almost reached closure.
There is a mighty difference between reaching for
the impossible and realizing what you are capable of.
What is revealed at the end crosses between the two.
I've had my share of optimistic up days when the work
flow is good and i perform well and the dreaded days
that leave me burning in angst and regret,
as i look at myself mess up.
It was never easy, no one said it would be.
However, I am still here.
Always present, always resilient.
And I am definitely feeling accomplished.
I feel something in me that my gut can't point out,
neither can visuals or word trace the outlines of my thoughts.
But as i take my well deserved holiday break this year.
I've quite so learnt that I've matured.
xoxo
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
no more marc by marc jacobs
great my classic Q drawstring is missing from shopbop!
my laptop has crashed,
my hard drive crashed.
my external harddrive is not working good,
i need a new laptop,
i want handy digital camera.
i want my packet of facial masks,
i need my active repair product,
i want a facial,
i want a fujifilm polaroid camera,
i want my marc jacobs.
and how much is my pay again?
thanks to myself for trying to be independent.
tell me how am i to get anything else?
- -
simone is desperately separating needs and wants.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
random thoughts and tears, and london
Yes, I do happen to be a crier. Yesterday served as a rude awakening for myself, as i throughly assessed my capabilities and motivations.I feel as if i am weaken by the gradual monotony of everyday life. I'm losing it.As my three days off work is coming to an end, i firmly badge ;
1. To stop complaining too much, and deal with it.
2. To get back the little whims and fancies that i use to be inspired by
3. To be crazy and random, and not take myself too seriously.
That's all.
- -
xoxo
P.S
Sorry that I have neglected this space so badly.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
66
i can't help it be feel so disposable.
thank goodness, the year is ending in 66 days.
xoxo
there's no point
i feel pinning my words here
have been pointless.
i have no words.
my words are trapped in my soul, buried.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
sick duck
duck duck goose,
i'm not feeling my best
especially with the perpetual coughs.
days are ticking by,
second by second
london awaits.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
bliss
and so im down with sore throat,cough,flu.
bah whatever, i really do i hope i recover soon.
saturday's my 5th anniversary with dave.
and i've book a spa retreat for us both on friday @ 11am.
a day off work! hurraaaaaayyyyssss!!
i'm so excited!!
xoxo
Thursday, September 24, 2009
living on the line
above & beyond
____________________________________
fainting apocalypse
Thursday, September 17, 2009
a good week
finally,i can say this.
2 jobs done, FA files given.
i'm taking a long long break from working next week,
and today is gonna be an early day - more time for myself claps!!
how great can that be?
(:
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